I’ve been dreading today more than Christmas not sure why but the culmination of all that has gone into 2020 has hit hard ! As I sit fireworks are going off all Around us people determined in the safety of their own homes to keep tradition going and celebrate .
Maybe it’s a good riddance or a symbol of hope for a better tomorrow ?
There’s no denying that this year has been crappy so much has been lost ... relationships , friendships , jobs and businesses and ultimately lives ! It’s hard to celebrate a year with such pain ...
however a friend made me stop and think today ... surely in the midst of all that has happened there must be some positives to come out of 2020? I’ve been wracking my brain struggling to find any .. and then after uploading this weekends talk, I saw my talk about light shining in the darknessfrom a previous week .... even in the darkest places the light shines
So where has the light shone this year ?
For me it’s been In places I didn’t always expect .. in the colleagues and head teachers taking time in their busyness to keep in touch , it’s in the grieving widows checking in and offering help , it’s in the food hampers made by people in need themselves but wanting to still help , it’s in extra time spent with children when they should’ve been at school (not gonna lie it’s blooming tough home Ed but we had some fun too!) it’s in teaching via zoom how to use zoom , online quizzes and sing alongs, in phone calls and texts, whatsapp groups and more zooms . It’s on the door step clapping appreciation for our key workers often those over looked previously . It’s discovering that excercise can be fun when you’ve got Joe Wicks by your side . It’s in discovering new or hidden talents and using those to start new ventures or businesses and it’s in the memories .. the memories that we once loved , we once hugged , we once sat and drank endless cups of coffee and we didn’t appreciate it .. but now we do !
So if you are feeling a little low as I am tonight try and find that light in the darkness ... I promise it’s there even if it’s a tiny spark !
God bless , keep safe and praying for those of us who are finding today tough x
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