Anyone who knows me even a little will know that I'm a "wear's her heart on her sleeve " kinda girl.....I just can't help it...I'd be rubbish at poker as I can't hide my emotions or feelings and it's got me into all sorts of situations. I also find it difficult to keep quiet about things I'm passionate about , whether it's my love for Jason Donovan, Tottenham Hotspur, Jesus or red wine , when I feel there's an injustice in the world, people have been treated wrongly or things need to change ...I will say!
I don't write statuses, tweets or blogs to get sympathy but because I need an outlet to stop me going internal,y crazy...
This blog is one of those....I never ever intend to offend but will wear my heart on my sleeve....
I hate September.....many people say it's a throw back to back to school itus...but I loved school ( apart from 16-18) I just love summer and the freedom of the holidays so much going back to routine, darker nights, early mornings etc fills me with dread . This year I was excited though, I had a week of transition at a school to look forward to, a new group to meet together again and other things in the pipeline I'm involved in.....unfortunately they've come crashing down and at least 3 months of hard work feel gone to waste. I hate letting people down and tough it's not my choice this work won't happen the kids I'd been prepping will be expecting us in school and for them I'm gutted!
Last weekend we were in a field with 20,000 other spiritual explorers at the Greenbelt Festival...... we witnessed Pussy Riot, Simon Mayo, Martyn Joseph, Duke Special and the amazing Vicky Beeching. What these amazing folk made me realise is again, how important it is to stand up for what you believe in, to make your voice heard above the noise of life, to follow your dreams and to be proud of who you are.
Yes life at the moment is immensely frustrating and I'm not sure where it's taking us but these last few weeks I've discovered true friendship , amazing family and a passion to help those who feel
voiceless in our communities......
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